Back to Leisure Time
Alas!
Me finally completed one assignment and it was safely submitted this morning, thus, its back to leisure time, WooHoo!!!! And what better way to enjoy it but by spending almost d entire day out with my gal pals from Uni -watching movies, shopping, dinner and waddya know, shopping again! before heading to class.
Ahh...it was great feeling dat way, hadn't really njoyed dat kind of feeling for quite a long time :) It's still not over though...still have 3 more assignments to go (darn!), due end of nx month...so me have exactly a month to do all d 3...hmmm, sufficient time 2 do research...but anyways, lemme njoy dis moment while me can, yeah! ;)
We watched "Take The Lead", a good aspiring movie, based on a true inspiring story. The movie was entertaining and the dance moves were slick...but importantly, I like d moral of d story - its all about chances, choices and empowerment...Can't wait for the release of DVD, hehe! :)
Thanx gals for d great time we had together...can do this often ya know, hehe! Looking 4ward 2 d nx spending time 2gether very soon n get ready for a change in your skin tone, hehe! :P
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
You...
Hey you...dreamt of you last night...was i thinking of you the day before?...hmmm...yes, and I don't deny that...well, not the whole day...certain parts of d day...in fact, I kept thinking of you for d past days and it's turning into weeks, but y? That's kept me wondering....what is it about you that makes me keep thinking of you...? Was it your hush presence...your profound thoughts on things...or your presence in general n eye contact that makes my heart skipped a beat...or perhaps I'm simply insane about this whole thing...Whenever had d opportunity, I looked 4ward to that, simply so dat I'm able to see you...even in d dream it was d sweetest things dat I said about you to people...but you...you remained tight-lipped...looking ever gorgeous n cool, a thing that you are good at...not saying a word...and yet, you kept your distance from me...y?
Sadly...I do not have d opportunity to get to know you much better...other than what others told me about you...and those you told me personally...which was short-lived...guess, I have myself to blame for that...I dunnoe...but I felt guilty for making that opportunity short-lived and I regret it totally...please forgive me if I have offended you one way or another...as a human I tend to make mistakes in life...but that does not mean that I'm using that as an excuse for myself...I know I'm not as smart as I'm being perceived...definitely can't match with intelligence like yours...does not carry the beauty expectations that is required of my species...overall, I'm not perfec..you see...I have my own flaws...have my fair share of good and bad times...but I'm just being myself...what GOD has created of me...is it wrong?
You...I'm not asking for the impossibilities in life...what's the point of having everything except for one thing that most people have the difficulty in achieving...you, for just being you...perhaps that's the reason why I'm drawn to you...I have nothing to prove and so does you...only sincerety and honesty...from deep wtihin you...you have your own reasons and I respect that...but I can't lie to myself...our paths crossed but will it stay like this always...I dunnoe...neither you nor myself will ever know...no one else will be able to know...except for GOD...but d least we can do is try...there's no harm trying...dats how I see things...and hope you see it too...for you...being just you...will you?
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Brain cells back @ work, yet again...
Sighz...just completed one assignment and have to start another one oredi...aiyeeeee!!!!! I need a break man, sheesh! Tot dat I stopped work, I could have some time for myself, catching up in doing things that I have been wanting to do but kept putting it aside, but nooooooo...it's time to focus on doing assignments...soooo tired...*YAWN!*
Due on Monday, juz can't wait for this assignment 2 b over, @ least there's quite a break 'till d nx assignment due and also mainly b'cause...goin 2 chill with my uni gal pals on Tuesday, doing things we don't usually have d chance 2 do together...WooHoo! So looking 4ward 2 dat! Hehe! :P
Spent my late afternoon, sitting comfortably within the premise of my favourite coffee house, doin my asssignment and the ambience there helps me a lot with my thinking process in completing this paper. Actually I was more distracted with one of my pastime (and still is!) activity, that is, people watching. Don't ask me why but I just luuuuuurve to watch people, especially today's afternoon with many people walking past by and get to see whether they are good-looking or not (hehe!), d styles they choose n their karenah/perangai (behaviour) when outside…coz some ple reacts n behaves differently when in different environment settings….best gitu…hehe! Apa taknya, I was sitting in front with my notebook facing d outside of the coffee house to the main road and walking area, with my favourite ice mocha and iPod that kept me company...But one thing I don like d position where I was is d smoke…yeah I was sitting @ d non-air-conditioned section ‘cause when I first came inside was filled with people (tulah, take my own sweet time lagi to come down!)
To be honest, my mind and brain functions better in doing assignments when I’m outside all by myself…no distractions, except for watching people walking by (I believe I saw Vincent Ng…hmmm, juz saw Jacintha a few minutes before walked by and almost made a trip in d house). Guess, the ambience of the place is important and perhaps the attention you get by people especially when they see you sitting in a coffee house with a notebook looking studious, hehe! :P Though I did not get to complete my assignment which is kind of impossible (2250 words!) 'cause I just started doing it but the truth fact was that battery needed to be resuscitate and also not wanting 2 b late 4 class, I enjoyed my afternoon alone surrounded with complete strangers and can't wait to do it again soon..hmm, wonder I can do it this Sunday, but it's gonna filled with people again...we'll see how eh... :)
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Di Pintu Syurga...
Sekukuh... sekukuh mana ikrar kasih kita
Setebal mana masih ada sempadannya
Akan tiba nanti... harus ditempuhi
Apa daya kita melawan masa
Takdirnya... takdirnya dunia hanya sementara
Walau begitu cinta suci 'tuk selamanya
Ini realiti... hilang tak terganti
Namun ku tahu aku akhirnya kembali bersatu
Andai daku pergi sebelummu
Kenangkanlah ku selalu didalam doamu
Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhir untuku
Ku berjanji kan menantimu
Setia menunggu di pintu syurga
Di sana... di sana menanti gemilang cinta
Jadi lenyapkanlah titisan airmata
Tabahkanlah hati... mengharungi hari
Abadikanlah saat indah...
kita kan tetap bersama
Kan lebih baik dalam Syurga daripada kat pintu aje...? :) Haiz, dgrkan lagu nie byk kenangan...lucu pulak tu, hehe! :)
Credit (Photo): "Meant To Be" by Far East Flora.Com
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
20th April 2006
The day has come and within minutes, it'll go just like any other ordinary days. It's official, it has been 4 years since and everything seems as per normal, no much changes occured. Time makes us wiser, other than making us realise how old we are getting, every second every minute every hour every day.Self-reflections helps me realise how lucky I am to be where I am now, though i too faces my fair share of ups and downs in life...And I do hope it helps me become wiser each day, Insya Allah.Though you may no longer exist in this world, your words of wisdom will always remain in my heart and mind. Everyday, I'm thankful to Allah s.w.t. for knowing you and I thank you for allowing me to be part of your life, even it was just temporary. To find a replacement just like you, will not be easy. Insya Allah, with God's will, I hope to find one, someday...'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
20th April
20th April...it'll b a day's time til this date arrives, but y is it so significant to me? I've mixed feelings - should I be glad that it's no longer taking place and moving on with my life...or should I be sad, sad that its no longer around, no looking forward to it anymore, that it's gone & will never ever comes back?Come this date, it'll be 4 years since, 4 years man, no joke...many things could have happened during these 4 years, and who could imagine that it could've changed my life totally, to change until perhaps I'm still here where I am now or who knows elsewhere on this earth or even not?!Sounds confusing?...Yeah, me felt that too...for d past 4 years, day in day out just thinking about this...will I ever find the closure? Perhaps, maybe not now or even tomorrow, only GOD knows when... guess d bez thing now is juz leave it to GOD 'cause Allah does work wonders, SubhanAllah, and I trust that with all my heart, Insya Allah. We'll see how my mood will b like tomorrow. In d meantime, back to slogging myself out in completing my assignment which's due latest by 10am on 20th April (well, that's d ultimatum dateline given or else pay up $30.50 as late submission penalty fee!).'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Angelic B'day Celebz
Hmm...kinda late of me posting this (asik lambat post aje me nie, ish ish ish!) but nevertheless, it's still not waaaaaaay to late, yeah! ;) Okies, me juz wanna wish my 2 cuzzies a Happy Birthday! (oops! Belated dah!) To Afiqah, Happy Sweet 11th Birthday and Aqilah, Happy Adorable 4th Birthday, Galz! (Haiz...dah besar adik-adik ku nie...) Sigh...juz felt it was just yesterday me last changed their diapers and now they're all grown up, especially Aqilah, was a very quiet baby until recently she developed a thing 4 speech! (Tu ah...nak sangat dia berbual dari dulu, ah sekarang sampai tak terlayan dek buat budak nie, hehe!)
The ultra-scrumptious delictable chocy-fudge b'day cakes...YUMMY!!!
B'day Gal, Aqilah, 1 cute pose 4 d camera!
D b'day gals cutting their cakes, w/ cutey cuzzin Yana HaziraTo my darling cuzzins, once again Hapy Birthday me wish to both of you. Me pray that both of you grow up to become responsible and successful female adults to family, religion and country, may your wishes come true and importantly, being true to yourself in whatever you do. Insya Allah, if your intentions are good, Allah will lead the way for you. Will lurve u gals always :)'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Dedication
Though I may have left dat place, however, my heart still there 'cause my heart goes to my fellow men who are left behind, still having to put up with the nonsense that are totally unnecessary for you guys there, only to further drain more blood n energy out of you...Thus, I'm dedicating this song for you guys...well, not xactly 2 soothe u, but more 2 xpressing what u guys r feeling...hey, been there felt that before!
No matter what happens, just be yourself 'cause you're unique n there's no doubt abt...Remember, persevereance and faith are the keys to success...just like big bro says, "Work Smart, Not Hard" 'cause if you work hard there, it's useless but if you work smart, it's Priceless.
Break Me Shake Me
I never thought Id change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that Ive
Never known
You moved me in a way that Ive
Never known
But straight away you just moved
Into position again
You abused me in a way that Ive
Never known
You abused me in a way that Ive
Never known
Chorus
So break me shake me hate me
Take me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me
Take me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
So you r the kind who deals with the
Games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that
Ive never known
You confuse me in a way that Ive
Never known
Chorus
She says I can help you but what
Do you say
But its not free baby youll have
To pay
You just keep me contemplating that
Your soul is slowly fading
God dont you know that I live with a ton
Of regret cause I used to move you in a way that
Youve never known
But then I accused you in a way that
Youve never known
But you hurt me in a way that Ive
Never known
Break me shake me hate me take
Me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
So wont you break me shake me
Hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
Listen baby
Youll be youll be alone
Break me shake me hate me take
Me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate
Me take me
Break me
(Btw bloggers, just a disclaimer that this song was chosen with no intention to offend GOD but was b'cause of the presence of xpression in the music.)
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Froggy Story
Dear Bloggers,I apologise for not updating my site regularly...tot dat now I'm unemployed I have d time to do, but sadly, my assignments caught up with me just as I step into unemployment hood...sighz...wat 2 do 4 d sake of my future, sacrifice has 2 made, babe! Anyways, side-tracking frm doing my assignments 4 a while (having writer's block 4 my literature review - 15 references, no joke man!), tot I relax my mind n update my blog (mummie don worrie, I'll still finish my assignments, heee!). Me putting in a story about some group of frogs (not sure wat's d collective term for them, just shooting here!) sent to me by one of my kakis @ my previous wkplc (tks Mummie Meow!). Ok, to b honest, I really really really really really don't like frogs, slimy and scary (yucks!) but will only hurt them when it threatens me. Anyways, back to the story, it's an inspiring one, a source of motivation I must say. Alrighty, let's waste no time n lemme share with u guys n gals out there d story. Here goes...
FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs ....who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it? A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? It turned out.... That the winner was DEAF!!!!The wisdom of this story is: Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic....because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart! Always think of the power words have. Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions! Therefore: ALWAYS be....POSITIVE!And above all: Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams! Always think: God and I can do this!Hope u guys n gals njoy d story, I bet some of u muz hav read dis b4 but its ok, once a while we need d reminders to motivate ourselves...Anyways, me have 2 get back 2 my assignment or else when will I ever get 2 finish it...can't wait 2 get all these over with, aaarrgghhh!!!!!Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
Finally!
YES!
The day I've been waiting for has finally arrived...and passed actually, hehe! What's so special about this day??? The moment I stepped out from the office on 31st March 2006 @ 6.30pm, the air of freedom filled my lungs....aaahhhh...freedom at last! For those who still does not get the clue, last Friday 31st March 2006 marks the last day of me working at my now called previous workplace. After almost 2 years of going through some form of hell-on-earth by the you-know-whos but not forgetting the experiences and skills gained and the unforgettable memories I had with d kakis while there, d time has finally come 2 say...goodbyes to d people I cherished d most while there *sobs!* and to keep in touch always and...GOOD RIDDANCE to d BLOOD SUCKERS there!! *WooHoo!*
Nevertheless, to all d good and bad ones there, I wish you lot all d very best in your future undertakings...No worries, we'll see each other again 'coz dis industry is a small world ...provided u lots and myself will still b in this industry though!
I apologised for the past mistakes I made coz hey, I'm a human and human makes mistakes coz no human being is perfect...unless u think otherwise dat u're perfect....hmmm, then there's absolutely something's wrong with ya...better c a speciallist before it's too late, yeah?
'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)
