Wednesday, April 19, 2006

20th April

20th April...it'll b a day's time til this date arrives, but y is it so significant to me? I've mixed feelings - should I be glad that it's no longer taking place and moving on with my life...or should I be sad, sad that its no longer around, no looking forward to it anymore, that it's gone & will never ever comes back?

Come this date, it'll be 4 years since, 4 years man, no joke...many things could have happened during these 4 years, and who could imagine that it could've changed my life totally, to change until perhaps I'm still here where I am now or who knows elsewhere on this earth or even not?!

Sounds confusing?...Yeah, me felt that too...for d past 4 years, day in day out just thinking about this...will I ever find the closure? Perhaps, maybe not now or even tomorrow, only GOD knows when... guess d bez thing now is juz leave it to GOD 'cause Allah does work wonders, SubhanAllah, and I trust that with all my heart, Insya Allah.

We'll see how my mood will b like tomorrow. In d meantime, back to slogging myself out in completing my assignment which's due latest by 10am on 20th April (well, that's d ultimatum dateline given or else pay up $30.50 as late submission penalty fee!).

'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)

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