Sunday, April 23, 2006

You...



Hey you...dreamt of you last night...was i thinking of you the day before?...hmmm...yes, and I don't deny that...well, not the whole day...certain parts of d day...in fact, I kept thinking of you for d past days and it's turning into weeks, but y? That's kept me wondering....what is it about you that makes me keep thinking of you...? Was it your hush presence...your profound thoughts on things...or your presence in general n eye contact that makes my heart skipped a beat...or perhaps I'm simply insane about this whole thing...Whenever had d opportunity, I looked 4ward to that, simply so dat I'm able to see you...even in d dream it was d sweetest things dat I said about you to people...but you...you remained tight-lipped...looking ever gorgeous n cool, a thing that you are good at...not saying a word...and yet, you kept your distance from me...y?



Sadly...I do not have d opportunity to get to know you much better...other than what others told me about you...and those you told me personally...which was short-lived...guess, I have myself to blame for that...I dunnoe...but I felt guilty for making that opportunity short-lived and I regret it totally...please forgive me if I have offended you one way or another...as a human I tend to make mistakes in life...but that does not mean that I'm using that as an excuse for myself...I know I'm not as smart as I'm being perceived...definitely can't match with intelligence like yours...does not carry the beauty expectations that is required of my species...overall, I'm not perfec..you see...I have my own flaws...have my fair share of good and bad times...but I'm just being myself...what GOD has created of me...is it wrong?



You...I'm not asking for the impossibilities in life...what's the point of having everything except for one thing that most people have the difficulty in achieving...you, for just being you...perhaps that's the reason why I'm drawn to you...I have nothing to prove and so does you...only sincerety and honesty...from deep wtihin you...you have your own reasons and I respect that...but I can't lie to myself...our paths crossed but will it stay like this always...I dunnoe...neither you nor myself will ever know...no one else will be able to know...except for GOD...but d least we can do is try...there's no harm trying...dats how I see things...and hope you see it too...for you...being just you...will you?


'Til my nx post, Cheerios! :o)

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